Today I realized how competitive I can be, and not in a good way. I don't know why I do this, but there's a part of me that loves to share and wants others involved.... and then once they are involved and love what I love, I no longer feel it is "mine" and that others are going to excel at the things I love more than I do and I'll be nothing again.
Silly, I know, but it leaves me feeling empty, and wishing things were different, wishing I wasn't so competitive.
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